Dear brothers and sisters, the generous and self-giving love of our God is evident in the readings we just heard. And we have heard the message of the Gospel often enough to know that we too have a vocation – a call – to love. Today we are reminded that our call to love is not just a vague ideal, but has a very real face. It is a person – Jesus Christ.
There are two ways we can live out our vocation to love, which of course is our response to the love God has shown us. There are some who love to give. They seem to plan and make decisions starting with the basic principal that there is an abundance. For them, it is hard not to be generous in using their goods (their material goods, their time, their gifts). There is another group of people who start with the basic principal that there is a shortage. For them, it is difficult to give because there is a fear that there will not be enough – that if they give, they will lose something that is precious to them.
Let’s
consider the familiar Gospel story for today, not through the eyes of Jesus, or
of the thousands who were fed, but through the eyes of the disciples. We read that when the crowds heard that Jesus
was near, “they followed him on foot from their towns.” Jesus spoke to them all day, and when evening
came, we hear these thoughtful words from the disciples – “This is a deserted
place and it is already late; dismiss the crowds so that they can go to the
villages and buy food for themselves.”
But
were these really thoughtful and kind words from the disciples? Or were they beginning to see the crowds of
hungry people as unexpected visitors – visitors who have overstayed their
welcome? We have all had that kind of
experience. Dinner is prepared and
guests unexpectedly arrive – a teenager brings home a guest, a relative or
neighbor drops by – and we worry there won’t be enough. Or it’s getting late and we are tired, but
our guests stay comfortably seated.
On
second look, the desire of the disciples to “dismiss” the crowds might not have
been thoughtful. Perhaps they were
getting a little annoyed with the guests of Jesus who remained comfortably
seated. Maybe they were thinking
something like, “When are all of these lepers, blind and deaf people and
sinners going to leave?!” It’s getting
late. We’re tired and hungry, we want to
spend time alone with Jesus, and if they don’t leave, there won’t be enough –
not enough food – not enough time.
If
we try to look deep into the eyes of the disciples, we can recognize fear and
attachment. They are afraid to give
generously because they are thinking from the perspective of one who has
limited resources – a shortage. But
Jesus is trying to teach them to love generously – he wants them to view the
world in a different way – from the perspective of abundance.
How
many people see the world through the eyes of Jesus – as abundance? Let’s face it brothers and sisters of Saint
Mark, when we are not fully aware of God’s presence and generous providence in
our lives, we see things like the disciples did. We see the human limitations and we find it
difficult to lift our eyes to what is spiritual – what is beyond us. But each of us is attracted to generosity –
to giving like Jesus did. How do we want
to live our lives – the time God has given us on earth? What if today is the day that Jesus teaches us
to lift our eyes to more – the way he lifted the eyes of the disciples?
Our
vocation to love is demanding. Every
gift God gives us is meant to produce abundant fruit in our own souls and in
the souls of whomever he wishes to tie to our generous response, within our
particular state of life and circumstances.
Dear
parents – God has given you the sacrament of matrimony – by it you share in the
intimacy of God’s love and through it you become a gift for each other. Fidelity to your vocation as Christian
spouses and parents will at times demand a silent and bloodless martyrdom. Be generous!
Don’t give into the temptation to soften your call – and teach your
children to be generous as well.
Dear
young people – You are in the marvelous stage of life when you have to lay the
foundation for what is to come. You are
asking many questions – what does God want of me? How can I find fulfillment and be happy? I guarantee you won’t find the answer outside
of God’s will – away from Christ. Open
your hearts to Him. Youth, more than any
other, is the age of generosity. Don’t
be afraid to listen to the voice of Christ inviting you to live for Him
alone. And be courageous and generous
enough to leave everything and follow Christ if you hear His voice calling you.
Dear
grandparents – Your mission in life is far from over! You possess the rich treasure of long years
of experience that you are called to share with your children and
grandchildren, your friends and neighbors.
Do not abdicate such a great responsibility – be generous in your
giving. Your word and testimony can make
you the best transmitters of the faith – but only to the degree that you center
yourselves on God and others, and not on yourselves.
Dear
brothers and sisters of St. Mark, when we learn to view the world from a
perspective of abundance rather than shortage we learn to live our vocation to
love. Which on do you want to choose?
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